I want to be mad
..at people, for reasons I won't be writing here. I know I do.
Maybe I already am. But I do and say nothing.
I don't want to waste time arguing. I hate confrontations. I'm not good with debating. I'm not good with spewing out words. Especially the unkind ones.
Annoy me and you'll hear nothing. My mind would like to think out loud. But I won't let it. I will let people figure it out.
Maybe I care enough to get angry, but not enough to let it bother me. Or maybe the situation is not worth the effort to be angry? This sounds ironic and nonsensical, but maybe that's the point.